The Ballad of Maid Mara
The faeries had danced so fervently that night,
I had almost wept to see them stop,
Blackened birch encircled the ritual
As a fire raged wild on the hilltop.
To hide in the trees was a reckless gamble
For their sharp eyes detected me within,
Their wings are as green as the glare of the moor;
Eyes and forest akin.
I am in no hurry, yet they seize me all the same
And drop the green knots they have tied.
The birch logs below cry out beneath the flames,
With wails that urge me to hide.
This tongue of the fae holds a shrill sense of beauty
Behind serrated teeth that hissed,
My betrothed had spoken a language so foreign
And on my hand laid rest a stolen kiss.
These feral creatures had meant me no harm
For I was welcomed as one of their own,
The unkempt grass we waded through
Until I came upon a knot they had thrown.
Their whispers were that of compassion and care
When they giggled as I reached for the knot's glow.
Tugging at my green shawl, they motioned for my name:
Mara, I told them so.
They screamed and chanted: Chun na mara! Chun na mara!
Yet their words washed over my head,
From her mountain throne, Nevis, cried the goddess, Beira,
As I touched the green knot instead.
O' what wisdom, what sight I beheld
When my finger clutched that string!
Its euphonic rhapsody flooded through burnt trees
As seven faeries began to sing.
Their song was of beauty, their dance was of grace
Every flower in Alba had bloomed,
The pale lips had kissed my neck, my face, until
Red smiles glistened under the moon.
They tied the green knot around my finger
And sent me on my way,
Through the forest I wove, for I could not linger,
My betrothed was approaching, said the fae.
I had no knowledge of how I came to learn their language
Nor how they knew of my intended,
But these faeries were of such immeasurable wisdom
That they brought comfort as I descended
Into the forest, far from the civilisation
That had seen me shackled all these years,
In betrothals and motherly birthing bed terrors
That had so long reduced me to tears.
They would come for me soon; I hear them behind
The birchwood on which wisps are shadowed,
Perhaps they thought me dead, and followed the river
Which flowed past my feet below.
His voice traversed the forest in a haunting clamour
That assured me he would search without fear,
For he was my superior in his boundless intrepidity,
Though before this creature, he would not near:
She was an ugly thing, a hunched over hag
With breasts flung behind her back,
In her hands lay a soaked white frock to fold
Which she placed at the foot of the track.
Wha goes there? cried she, hoarse as a crow
With one decayed tooth black as night,
It crumbled in her mouth as I whimpered a whisper,
Mara, trembling at the sight.
Her scaled skin rose, her webbed feet walked
Across the glen's grass so green,
With tangled ebon hair that saw the moon's light blocked
Stood the foulest creature I had ever seen!
She clawed at her swollen and bloodied stomach
Then pressed a cold hand to my chest,
Undoing my laces, she pulled the dress from my hips
To cleanse in the water with the rest.
It was the knot that frightened her, the string's green glow
Caused a tear to escape her eye,
Grasping it from me, she dropped it below
And cried her melancholy sigh.
When she had me naked, with my clothes in her arms
She led me to her spot by the stream,
Chanting her dirge, so spectral was her charm that
My clothes she began to clean.
This is no fae, no woman of grace
(Though she sings of a mother's love).
Her scrubbing is that of anguish and duty
As she bathed my ring-fingered glove.
Her cleaning commenced and whence it concluded
She rose to whisper in my ear,
Murmuring of man, of lochs and the sun,
My path was made perfectly clear.
She wailed as I left, and stroked her hands
To her stomach though a babe would appear,
As though she had seen such sorrows before
She turned and effaced her cold tears.
Galaxies I beheld; the spiral of stars
And a woman's wail atop the water,
As my trail unfolded, echoing through the glen's corners
Cried the caution of Cassiopeia's daughter.
O' what beauty, what a marvellous sight
I came upon to behold,
All had changed as the water trail split
And the shadowed glens did unfold.
He stood by a loch; pale-eyed, and sandy-haired
Was his mane – as cruel as summer,
Yer clan, guid sir? I called through the air,
His response was in the neigh of a mummer.
What a curious being, he entices me so as he approaches
Though an untamed mare,
With a touch alike the dew grass below,
He traced where my betrothed had not dared.
These bumps on my skin - it must be the wind
Else what made my hair stand in such a way?
My questions he ignored, granting only a grin;
The fairest of men, my eyes did lay.
Seven times he circled until I grew faint
At his blurred ethereal stance,
Of hunger and lust he was the patron saint
For he swept me clean into a trance.
Scáthach's lament from her Isle of Skye
Was silenced as our two hearts did meet,
Though hastily we rode and faded her cry
For I had no wish to retreat.
This man with sand hair appears to trot
And by his back hangs a tail,
His summer mane is clad in braids of green knots –
The faeries have seen to this Gael.
We passed through the fields, where the glens had resided
Yet now there lay only scree,
The spray of salt marshes smothered the sides of
His legs until whence we came upon the sea.
Seven miles we traversed, through the unseeing land
Where man and nature were at peace,
As the shore of the loch emerged at his hoof
He brought me undersea for a feast.
It was peaceful below, black as night
With nothing in sight to distract,
His eyes were twin moons that shone a ghoulish white,
Quickly he began to act—
My skin he did tear, kissing and caressing
Though he knew what I had craved for so long,
He ravished and tore until I heard myself confessing
I had desired such an escape all along.
He granted my wish, and complied most dutifully
By snapping the neck bone from my head,
Attacking my chest, a meal of me he ate
Until the water was layered in red.
When all that remained was marrow and liver
He belched and left me for dead,
The organ arose to float atop the river
As my bones sank down to the seabed.
Then off he trotted to claim his next victim
With a beautifully mastered glance,
That the faeries watch from within their flames
As they continued their fervent dance.